i'm weak..but want to be strong and brave!

i just become so weak since he is goin to sabah...always feel lonely..
...even sometimes with family's accompanied..
and don't even feel wan to go outing with frens..

i tot i have brave enough...
but now only i realized i so weak without his accompanied..
i wish i could learn to be strong and brave!
may be i just bu xi guan??
but anyway, he will probably come back on next week..
we r about 1 month separated.

is that a good news or bad news?
i know i should learn to more independent..
learn to live better when someday family/he is not around with me..
just want to cry...y I'm so down now on!

i know both of us will have another harder task/test
when he is come back from sabah..
so, i will always get ready to face..

bless me to being brave and strong!