belated merry christmas with santa drawing..

late post of christmas greetings :)
had draw few weeks ago, but just lazy to post up..

hope everyone received his/her wishes..come true..

Time goes so fast..
almost reach 2010 year then!!

preparing my wishes :D

Disney week!

my favourite ever..:D
yeah, disney princess is coming..!!
the princess and the frog is goin to released this week! YES! XD
finally disney has come out with 2d film this year!
oh my god, i can't wait to watch..
whether go cinema or buy CD to enjoy?
if CD, how long i hav to wait for CD to released?

P/S: 10 dec 2009, watched in cinema (becos i really can't wait la!!)
the princess and the frog rockzz...it's awesomeee!!..funny!!

i'm totally love it:D
no doubt i would buy CD to collect once it releases:D
now i'm gonna to wait for 2010 another disney 2d film hehe!!
"Rapunzel" :)

stay tune!!

怎么把公事和私事分开?

在学校，从来没上过叫爱情课的学堂..
它不像数学课一样，算出来就可以，
那甚至是老师也无法回答的问题。
当两个人在面对公事和私事在一起的时候，
要分开来说，起初会很难。。
如果能够，像电脑一样，按一个“私事”钮，头脑就跳去说私事
如果不是的话，可不可以，

说公事的时候，立刻就跳tone?
那不是很像机器人？没有一点情绪。
*sigh*
还是那句
怎么把公事和私事分开？
hmm..?

睡够够..

星期六晚看了一套鬼的纪录片，很很逼真。。
好像是真的！因为有人要看，所以叫我也陪他一起看。
结果那个人当晚看完后就呼呼大睡，我就一闭上眼睛就想到恐怖的画面，
不敢睡觉。。啊啊！
想到都怕，我想睡觉啊！

结果，两晚都没有好觉睡。。第二天上班就。。。。

这样。。

如果睡不着，还是会尽量想到世界是美好的，
一点也不恐怖~

就像这样呵呵~

为什么？

为什么一样事情重复久 了

会变得冷淡了

本来的兴致勃勃，

现在变成。。

突然 很冷..

小梦想大梦想..

我也可以这样自由地游来游去..

小梦想还是大梦想都是梦想，
不可以小看任何梦想~

Tenji night

that 5 of us went to tenji mont kiara having supper on last sunday..

it's promotion now! so its cheap and worth price there~
each people only rm 49.90++..

nice view behind mont kiara buliding..

my most favourite tom yam soup
and of coz sushi buffet must eat - oyster ! :D


yum...
a lot of foods and drinks there..

beer accompanied for sure haha.. cos ah mao is here!

yumsheng!

cheers~

cocktail..look nice and smell great but taste ahem (for me only la) XD...


i felt (my stomach) very satisfied at d end and
some more environment is good also..
the time was 12.30am when we were leaving><>

all about Dreams...

so far this way,
i get to realised my dream and
get to know how to write down my dream list from Questnet x-team..
from small dream to bigger dream..
no doubt, i hav learn something from them..
even i haven't to achieve my bigger dream yet..
but i really thousand of thanks..

or else may be until now i still lepak in my life..
no dream no hope nothing..
no matter what, i should feel grateful..

i don't even know my dream during the period i studied U..
the only only hoped was faster finish my course
and faster get a job earn money
faster get married~...that's all..
as usual, i could see my dream everyday i wake up from bed..
i used a paper to wrote down all my dream and pasted it on the wall
always remind myself "you're always have dream!"
the secret the law of attraction, i always believe that!
but sometimes so sad, i used to fall down easily..
i have to be stronger..

i always thought money is not all of my dream..
but in fact, money could settle anything de..
time freedom is always the dream i want to achieve so much..
so that i could hav lots time to do my likey things..
much much time to get lazy and z drawing travel do charity..


draw draw draw


other than that, fixed my vionlin's string...
buy a ladies laptop bag for my laptop, buy my own car,
everymonth have extra to mum..
etc so many many dreams..

i know, know...most of dream is all about money..

but dream is all the reason i still alive..
i could not imagine that i live without dreams...
or else i will become die fish really...
so i believe i will achieve it all someday..

Just something to speak..

我发觉Facebook里的心理测验很多都蛮准的。。
今天在公司无所事事
所以~一整天都在玩这东东
以前无论什么时候我都很喜欢玩
如果不是Facebook, 我想我很久都没玩了~
但现在，只有几种情况我才会玩。

当我不知道自己应该怎么解决的时候，

这个时候只希望它能帮我解决。。
当自己在钻牛角尖的时候，

希望有什么力量把我救出来。。
当我带着面具的时候，

有人会提醒我真正的面具是什么。。
当我很难过,在逃避些事的时候，

我很希望它能够给我建议让我振作起来。。

告诉我，我应该怎么做？

人在逃避的时候，是不是都往洞里钻？

可是我这次不想钻，我很想跳出那个框框..
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我最近在看薇薇夫人《一个女人的成熟》..
一本关于女人在面对事业,家庭,亲情,爱情,友情时候的处境..

无意中,我看到一个《淑媛》杂志的Blog..

"你是谁，一个简单的问题，一个每天问自己的问题，
是不是要等多年以后再为今天的自己不敢去尝试而后悔？
是不是总要在反复的思量和挣扎后，
才告诉自己勇敢地迈出第一步未必是坏事？
同样的矛盾，在孙燕姿决定尝试做设计师时也曾有过，
“Just be fearless！”...Yanzi..这是孙燕姿说过的...

我很怕,但是却不知道自己在怕什么..
我想做的事有很多很多..有时候就是怕,
都不敢踏出第一步..

我只希望凭“Just be fearless！”能够让我勇敢一点..! :)
希望自己有更多更多的勇气去做喜欢做的事!
更多的勇气让未来更加精彩...
我也可以不用为了谁人而不能~我可以为了自己而“能”！

cupcakes week ♥

is cupcakes week! finally ..
me and mr.tan were planned early to do some cakes..
and we decided to do choco cupcakes at his house this week~
we were bought those cakes material at puchong yesterday..
butter, sugar, eggs, vanilla essence, cake flour, cocoa powder and baking powder..
total RM 50++..hmm
and sunday morning action!
Tada~ here's our outcome~

hmm..i think is spoilt this time..

bcos look ugly..

but taste ok and gucci have ate 2 cup~

only 5 cupcakes looks nice nia..

hmm...the ugly cupcakes in da world~

i'm bringing back home for my family and frens..

for sure,
cup of milk and choco cupcakes become our lunch meals :)
next time will putting cream on top and makes some design on it..
is my favourite..yeah! can't wait ler!!

and..
happy la almost finish up chapter 3 of green on drawing..gambateh!

如此脆弱。。

今天陈先生问我，为什么爱情总是那么脆弱。

但是，我却认为，其实所有的感情都是那么脆弱。
无论亲情，友情或爱情。
但是，不同的是，只有亲情总是陪伴在我们身边。

不要想那么多，开心最重要 :)
不要放弃~！！

Don't give up!

2009 Christmas card :)

Here with my first try designing a chritmas card!

Foldees.com have give me a chance to join greeting card contest
and this is it!
come and vote for it :D
my title is The Biggest Gift!
i'm so so happy my christmas card design is in voting period.
and thx foldees's suggestion that makes my design perfect enough!!!
and thx dear that give me a lot of inspiration to doing this card :)

toy santa cover!

and centre of it.

i love toy santa hehe!
old classic santa is replaced by toy santa in future.
old santa doesn't need to deliver presents to millions of homes by himself in just one night :)

Click on foldees link for voting

几年里.. (2)

希望我心里的大大石头能够慢慢化解。

问自己为什么要难过，

如果原谅一个人，

会让我好过一点，

我会原谅。

加油！

几年里..

这几年来，有好事发生，也有坏事发生。
好事可以让我高兴很久很久，坏事也能让我难过很久很久。
那一年，哥哥走了，家里面少了一个成员。。
突然间，少了什么。。很不习惯。。
现在习惯了，我也可以不依赖他，可以自立，
以前，有什么事一定会烦着他，家里宿舍载上载下，
尤其我是电脑白痴，
一年里，电脑也可以帮我format很多次，
想到都觉得自己好笑，
现在，可以自己去买电脑的文件了。

那时，原以为这段两年的初恋会开花结果，
但是还是断了，伤了很久好不容易才逼自己振作。
当时，有人带我进了Quest Net，当时的团体生活让我从回自信，
身边的朋友感觉多了
后来，还遇到mr. tan, 慢慢地，我又觉得自己也可以很幸福了。

只是那短短的日子，上天给了我另个考验。。朋友
首先，朋友之间有人闹翻了，而且很严重。
已经有好一段日子，
什么聚会，都不可能齐人了，
之前会去想怎么做才能这份友谊再起死回生呢？
当，再次的尝试过后，开始有放弃的念头。
当一件事还没解决的时候，
我心里个大大的石头

...............

Hallloween is coming..

Happy Halloween.. :O))

look back..

Just suddenly open the "folder" and refreshing my old memory..

Pass few months ago during cny' 09..
that time, everyone was appreciated the trip..

and by now only few months later,

there's somebody gonne be daddy,
somebody have a boyfriend..
or somebody is giving up..
and somebody is not a student anymore,
somebody is still remain the same..

erm.. may be somebody is getting married later hoho..

09' pd trip

my 09' birthday..

han's wedding dinner

i miss my old time..hmm..
and i miss student life too..
Time really goes fast like "rocket"..

Life is unpredictable huh?..
well, we should learn how to appreciated rite..

anyway, life is keep going..relax and smile :)

Different of Mine ♥

different kind of mine..

just have fun :D

上海 :)

回忆下八天的上海之旅..
苏州，杭州，无锡，南京，义乌，上海。
那时还好带我的宝贝去了，虽然还是会嫌它很重..
但是多亏它，才留下美好的回忆。

从第一天开始...

同队的aunty uncle 们

划船的大婶在唱着“小城故事“，然后大家也跟着唱..

很喜欢拍像这样的艺术照

这是小孩在街上练笛，还是第一次看到在街上练笛的..

介绍我工作的利彬

大我一年的马来西亚全陪Vis

我最最喜欢的乌镇小镇...

那时我们四个竟然能够啃完这么多样的菜!!

堂弟妹的外公外婆，我们也叫他们外公外婆..他们人很好..

到最后一天

再见了..
很想念旅游的感觉，
很讨厌被束缚的工作
我的旅行就此暂时结束了。
等待着明年的..