do not tears..

fish never cry..

i'm weak..but want to be strong and brave!

i just become so weak since he is goin to sabah...always feel lonely..
...even sometimes with family's accompanied..
and don't even feel wan to go outing with frens..

i tot i have brave enough...
but now only i realized i so weak without his accompanied..
i wish i could learn to be strong and brave!
may be i just bu xi guan??
but anyway, he will probably come back on next week..
we r about 1 month separated.

is that a good news or bad news?
i know i should learn to more independent..
learn to live better when someday family/he is not around with me..
just want to cry...y I'm so down now on!

i know both of us will have another harder task/test
when he is come back from sabah..
so, i will always get ready to face..

bless me to being brave and strong!

One family illus..

another illustration requested!
to Hp, joanne and pixie one family!

hug and kissed,
fish

God bless..

翻开之前的照片，是我最喜欢的合照!

23.1.2010两个人背着手提电脑到处走。

有时，会想，或许幸福就是，
抛开所有现实，

两个人背着背包，环游世界各地，
走到哪里，就睡到哪里...
这有可能吗？

最近，有几个朋友都计划着结婚了，
结婚，应该是很开心的。
但，对于我来说，好像还很长远。。来得不切实际？！
我，好像长不大 :(:(

God bless me~

Sob...

had been lazy for a little while..
and had met some trouble, some frustration
and troublesome peoples recently..
important thing is dear just went to sabah last week for outstation..
i wish he could attend my cousin sis's wedding
dinner together with me..but sigh...
i dunno when he can back here...1 month...2 months? i dunno!
that's few reason enough to cause me
unhappy and no mood already...
i admit i am not kind of optimistic people..
by the way, i promised myself i won't ignore my blog just like that..

that's the picha we at bukit tinggi, berjaya hills..
dear's uncle was treat us 1 night stay at japanese tea house..
..i had such a great trip and nice memory that day.. :)

that's outside view of villa we stay..

that's his relatives..they treat me a lot..thousand of thanks!

tea house

1st time wearing japanese traditional clothing..love it!
is my favourite pure purple!

ok..that's his quan jia fu..

love this picha..

i got try out applied all the pictures with vintage feel..love that :)

we visit their botanicial garden.. a lot of flower there...
another favourite colour : white!

won't forgot to post up my parents picha..
is their birthday on march but different date.. :D

ok..promote my leng zai bro here..any gals? hah

this is the lollipop he bought to me bfore he went to sabah :(:(
sob!!!!!!!!!

last, i wish i could stand up once fall down...
life..just rest if getting tired...